Why me?

Why was it me who got type 1 diabetes? Out of all my friends it was me, why? No one in my family has it. Maybe it's because god knew I would be strong about it, that I would take care of myself with it. That my friends would help me through it. I wish I knew it was coming, even to have a clue... If I had two wishes they would be 1) one entire day off of diabetes, one day to forget about it and eat whenever I want without having to count all the carbs in it and 2) there is a cure for it, wether they find it today or in 14 years I hope they find one.